Playing Fate/Grand Order now

Got myself a decent team, but kinda need to fill some holes. No decent Sabers so far in the gacha rolls (all I’ve gotten is the bottom three Sabers in the Saber tiers), one decent Archer (Emiya), two kinda-meh-kinda-decent Lancers (Diarmuid and Prototype Cú Chúlainn), one decent Caster (Nursery Rhyme) and two sort-of-meh Casters (Cú Chúlainn in his Caster version and Medea), two good Assassins (first one was Carmilla and recently I got Ryougi Shiki as a Guest/Limited Time Servant from the current event, working on making her acquisition permanent), one decent Berserker (Beowulf, although he’s proving to be more of a paper cannon than even a glass cannon), and two moderately decent Riders (Medusa and Ushiwakamaru). Still need a Saber worth a damn, gacha has only given me the bottom-tier Sabers. Kinda aiming for Void Shiki during the Garden of Sinners event.

Also need an all-rounder so aiming for Edmond Dantes during the next event…

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I feel like breaking down and crying right now.

 

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So as usual, life happens.

After an entire year of downsides, like being blatantly cheated on and taken advantage of, having my car involved in traffic accidents five or six times, getting a crappy job, and having my laptop blow up (among a number of other things), I have finally started getting my goddamn life back on track. I sent my car in for repairs today, I started a course on udemy about mobile app building with Xamarin Forms, and been dropping my CV everywhere applying for better job options.

Things are looking up.

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ITEM GET: Backdoor!

 

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ITEM GET: Red Wings!

 

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How does someone grow on you so ridiculously fast and how exactly does life accept that you feel so naturally about it?

Just a random nonsensical question.

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Time to go back home. All aboard the train!

Happy September 1st, fellow Potterheads!

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It seems it IS true.

I think I am, indeed, falling for someone again.

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Could this really be true?

Despite all the obstacles and setbacks in my life, could I really be falling for someone again?

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I can only wonder…

Are those feelings even real? Or just another excuse to use and abuse an already broken soul?

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Two and a half months now.

Been out of a job for two and a half months, and not for lack of trying. Petty and vengeful ex-employer smearing my reputation everywhere. And now my old trusty Note 2 phone decided to just up and die, and won’t even turn on.

Fuck all this shit. I’m not letting it take me down.

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Yep, all it takes is one bad day.

Just one.

Lost my job. Temporarily lost my car. Lost my drive and my desire to improve myself.

Lost weight too, but who the fuck cares about that.

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And after all this time…

…someone that wanted to be truly loved got what they wanted, and someone who just wanted someone to love dearly got what they wanted as well.

It is uncomfortable getting used to the new sensations. To the new circumstances surrounding their lives. To the comfort of having each other with nothing to fear and nothing to hide.

It is unsettling. But also thrilling. Thrilling, and exciting, and warm.

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I just (fully!) finished Ace Attorney 5: Dual Destinies…

…and holy shit was it a rollercoaster ride. (Yes, that includes the DLC case!)

I think my favorite new character is either Athena or female Robin.

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Hooooooooooooooooly crap, so much stuff to do, play and watch, so few hours in a bloody day…

…especially now that I have a 2DS with Ace Attorney 5 and Virtue’s Last Reward, and Danganronpa 2, Final Fantasy 9 and Melty Blood Actress Again getting launched on Steam, and the Ace Attorney anime coming out on Crunchyroll, so much indie dev work to do and the Verizon union workers’ strike going on…

My brain is working overtime as it is and I STILL can’t cover it all.

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Shit, I haven’t posted anything here in forever…

And I think I didn’t even publish the photos I took over at Katsu two months ago. Sigh.

https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.700813816726803.1073741859.100003945730732&type=1&l=b3d802d146

Don’t send me friend requests because I won’t accept them.

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Dear Scott Pilgrim, I envy you.

The first girl I thought would be my Ramona ended up with her life messed up by another dude (very Ramona-ish in the least Ramona-like way) with something that I want ABSOLUTELY no part of, and the second girl I thought could be my Ramona ended up being some sort of bizarre mutant combination of both Knives and Kim rolled into a single person.

Bleh.

Sincerely,

Me.

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Excuse me while I go have a heart attack.

http://arcsystemworksu.com/arc-system-works-releasing-5-titles-on-steam-by-summer-2016/

Fucking MELTY coming to my Steam? And fucking UNDER NIGHT too?

YESPLZ.

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Life just taught me, two nights ago, that it’s more unpredictable than I had ever known it was.

For it just showed me how someone over a third of my life my senior could easily sweep me off my feet and charm my entire being and self away. To have your every fiber marveled in such a way that you cannot help yourself but desire to be marveled even more.

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And just like that, I fuck up all the decent shit I have.

Even if it’s something immaterial like human connections.

But hey, who knows. Did I fuck it up? Or was it just poisonous? For some twisted, bizarre reason, I think I prefer thinking I fucked it up. That way I can keep my mental image of that person, and keep my healthy hatred of someone else.

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