Yep, all it takes is one bad day.

Just one.

Lost my job. Temporarily lost my car. Lost my drive and my desire to improve myself.

Lost weight too, but who the fuck cares about that.

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And after all this time…

…someone that wanted to be truly loved got what they wanted, and someone who just wanted someone to love dearly got what they wanted as well.

It is uncomfortable getting used to the new sensations. To the new circumstances surrounding their lives. To the comfort of having each other with nothing to fear and nothing to hide.

It is unsettling. But also thrilling. Thrilling, and exciting, and warm.

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I just (fully!) finished Ace Attorney 5: Dual Destinies…

…and holy shit was it a rollercoaster ride. (Yes, that includes the DLC case!)

I think my favorite new character is either Athena or female Robin.

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Hooooooooooooooooly crap, so much stuff to do, play and watch, so few hours in a bloody day…

…especially now that I have a 2DS with Ace Attorney 5 and Virtue’s Last Reward, and Danganronpa 2, Final Fantasy 9 and Melty Blood Actress Again getting launched on Steam, and the Ace Attorney anime coming out on Crunchyroll, so much indie dev work to do and the Verizon union workers’ strike going on…

My brain is working overtime as it is and I STILL can’t cover it all.

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Shit, I haven’t posted anything here in forever…

And I think I didn’t even publish the photos I took over at Katsu two months ago. Sigh.

https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.700813816726803.1073741859.100003945730732&type=1&l=b3d802d146

Don’t send me friend requests because I won’t accept them.

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Dear Scott Pilgrim, I envy you.

The first girl I thought would be my Ramona ended up with her life messed up by another dude (very Ramona-ish in the least Ramona-like way) with something that I want ABSOLUTELY no part of, and the second girl I thought could be my Ramona ended up being some sort of bizarre mutant combination of both Knives and Kim rolled into a single person.

Bleh.

Sincerely,

Me.

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Excuse me while I go have a heart attack.

http://arcsystemworksu.com/arc-system-works-releasing-5-titles-on-steam-by-summer-2016/

Fucking MELTY coming to my Steam? And fucking UNDER NIGHT too?

YESPLZ.

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Life just taught me, two nights ago, that it’s more unpredictable than I had ever known it was.

For it just showed me how someone over a third of my life my senior could easily sweep me off my feet and charm my entire being and self away. To have your every fiber marveled in such a way that you cannot help yourself but desire to be marveled even more.

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And just like that, I fuck up all the decent shit I have.

Even if it’s something immaterial like human connections.

But hey, who knows. Did I fuck it up? Or was it just poisonous? For some twisted, bizarre reason, I think I prefer thinking I fucked it up. That way I can keep my mental image of that person, and keep my healthy hatred of someone else.

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Huh.

So this is going to be a thing, eh?

Hope it brings out the competition on Twitch.

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