…someone that wanted to be truly loved got what they wanted, and someone who just wanted someone to love dearly got what they wanted as well.
It is uncomfortable getting used to the new sensations. To the new circumstances surrounding their lives. To the comfort of having each other with nothing to fear and nothing to hide.
It is unsettling. But also thrilling. Thrilling, and exciting, and warm.Back to top
…and holy shit was it a rollercoaster ride. (Yes, that includes the DLC case!)
I think my favorite new character is either Athena or female Robin.Back to top
…especially now that I have a 2DS with Ace Attorney 5 and Virtue’s Last Reward, and Danganronpa 2, Final Fantasy 9 and Melty Blood Actress Again getting launched on Steam, and the Ace Attorney anime coming out on Crunchyroll, so much indie dev work to do and the Verizon union workers’ strike going on…
My brain is working overtime as it is and I STILL can’t cover it all.Back to top
And I think I didn’t even publish the photos I took over at Katsu two months ago. Sigh.
Don’t send me friend requests because I won’t accept them.Back to top
The first girl I thought would be my Ramona ended up with her life messed up by another dude (very Ramona-ish in the least Ramona-like way) with something that I want ABSOLUTELY no part of, and the second girl I thought could be my Ramona ended up being some sort of bizarre mutant combination of both Knives and Kim rolled into a single person.
Me.Back to top
Fucking MELTY coming to my Steam? And fucking UNDER NIGHT too?
YESPLZ.Back to top
- Posted by Shiki at 02:14:25 //
- My Inner Life
For it just showed me how someone over a third of my life my senior could easily sweep me off my feet and charm my entire being and self away. To have your every fiber marveled in such a way that you cannot help yourself but desire to be marveled even more.Back to top
- Posted by Shiki at 20:38:13 //
- My Inner Life
Even if it’s something immaterial like human connections.
But hey, who knows. Did I fuck it up? Or was it just poisonous? For some twisted, bizarre reason, I think I prefer thinking I fucked it up. That way I can keep my mental image of that person, and keep my healthy hatred of someone else.Back to top
Hope it brings out the competition on Twitch.Back to top
- Posted by Shiki at 09:38:53 //
- My Inner Life
It’s not jealousy, as jealousy by definition implies desiring what others have to benefit you, at the cost of their happiness for lacking that which you desire.
It isn’t envy either, as envy causes you to desire what others possess, in much the same way as jealousy, but with the added effect of actively seeking to hurt and bring forth suffering, for others have what you do not and dearly wish for.
No, it’s a much simpler yet convoluted feeling. It is the feeling of yearning for that which others have and take for granted, and not just not bear them any ill will over what you lack, but actively encourage them in its pursuit and feel joyful at their happiness in having it.
How exactly do you call such a feeling? I pride myself in my ample and detailed knowledge of the languages I use most commonly, and yet this particular term eludes me… mayhaps the human mind has yet to devise a specific term for it…Back to top